Well, as the title says these are all just my thoughts, my opinions, my views..
recently i’ve been betrayed by someone that i love with all my heart.. i’ve been stabbed and broken.. all that person’s promises fade away in a second..
the promise to stay with me forever..
the promise to try harder for us..
the promise not to leave me..
I saw the promises fell into the floor and became dust in front of my eyes.. all the words that person used to say..
Sometimes i really wonder..
what is life? why is there life? what do we have to do in life?
I’m so confused… they say time will tell its reason..but when? I really want to find and know the reason fast..
My heart hurts.. the countless tears have fallen from my eyes.. I saw someone I really love, I really devote to, turned into a betrayer in a second..
I even wonder what a religious is.. and does God really exist?
people’s heart condition can’t be seen..
Life.. is somehow hard to understand..
why two people that love each other can not be together?
why some autism children are actually smart?
why women and men are not equal?
why is breaking up really hurt?
I cannot stand any longer.. if this is that person’s choice, then i cannot do anything but to accept the fact.. but it also doesn’t mean i have to give up..
I will let you go, to get your freedom that you have been waiting.. I will let you go so you will now learn how to live without me.. and if it’s better, well, i will be happy
but I would like to know.. how long that decision of yours will last.. i will still protect you.. love you.. but this time, i can only do that from a far.. but it doesn’t matter for me..